Letter to my Future Husband

Hello Love,

 Some time ago, after several meaningless, draining and bad relationships, I decided to give my heart to the lord and he promised to keep it safe and only give it to a man he finds worthy of it. If it is you it means the one who knew my end before I even began has found you worthy of my heart and me you. I'd like to believe that you are doing great because I pray for you everyday. I still cant help but wonder though, what do you do? What church do you attend? Do you wonder about me sometimes like I do? I hope you pray for me, us and our unborn kids.

Just wanted to tell you a few things. I am not perfect, far from it but you will be one of the most perfect things in my life. I am working on somethings about me in other to be a great wife to you.

I am actually not in a hurry to meet you so don't be. I used to be in a hurry but I know better now as that hurry made me accept things that looked and felt like you. little did I know that GOD wanted me to be completely solid in myself and my faith. To grow in wisdom and strength. I know that at the right time our paths will cross and it will be well worth it.

Love, I don't know anything about you but I know that you love God and that is what maters to me. I really don't care much about how you look or what you have because I know you were handpicked specifically for me by the one who knows and loves me the most. Talking about who loves me, my mom cannot wait to meet you........ lol. She prays for you every single day and permit me to say that you have the best, I mean "BEST' mother in-law anyone would ever hope for. I have no doubt that she will love you and treat you like her son. I also have a best friend who has now become my sister; her name is Reva but I call her Linipie. When in doubt baby, ask two of them. I have faith in their love. I also have twin brothers who love me just as much as I love them and
I know you all will eventually be best buddies. I cant wait............... :)

Love, right now I'm on a bridge with my career. I am considering whether to go to law school or start a PhD. Whilst I'm waiting to decide, I will just keep getting experience. I don't watch TV but I am warming up to movies. I don't wear heels a lot; I just don't know how to.

I hope you don't talk a lot baby, its okay if you do but I can talk for two of us (winks). I also hope you are not obsessed with taking selfies lol. Do you like food? The kitchen is not my favorite place in the world partly because it gets so hot in there but I promise you would love what comes out after I go in a kitchen. I will write you again and tell you 20 things about me.


In the mean time, I need you to know that I will love you like you have never been loved. I have so much love to give and I am saving it all up for you. I will love you in ways that will please God. I will bear and raise us wonderful and blessed kids. I know you are worth waiting for. Take your time, I am waiting for you.